one night (to forget)

i need to be out of here and back in my room
but i just want to sit on the sidewalk again
and smoke and stare and lose

i don’t think i can leave this blog alone as i had planned tonight, or yesterday as i had originally intended and already gone back on my word

get me out of this place, please
(plea, sea say tay tea time [ai])

i seriously get this shit. i don’t know why i can’t write these tests.
if i’m going to fail this course as it seems will happen with the rapid reduced performance…

well class is over so i guess i’m leaving now
worry about the reprecussions of failing this course later as big as they are