one night (to forget)

time to sleep
not quite done
but a new chapter has come

something like home

i could say a few words
(or keep them to myself).

what have we done
you to me
i-u

me minus the others is……
irrelevant

how will you feel if…

you

i hope

that we might be ok
pls

I need to know these lyrics. let’s type them out here. anyone who stumbles upon this, please complete and correct at your will.

“the lumberjack song”

dear god come my way
the devil’s begun to hold sway
dear god going my way
i’m going along either way

don’t matter which way you’re going
i know i’ll go along
i see my shadow from where i stand
i know it’s you and i wave my hand

i’m going to heaven either way

dear god hear my call
don’t matter which way
this tree’s gonna fall

dear god hear my call
you say i’m ready but i’m not at all
to go the way of the ten foot man
who hung like a hide in the sun grown tan

dear god hear my call
you say i’m ready but i’m not at all

i hang the devil and his friend
as god begins to lead me by the hand
dear god hear my call
you say i’m ready but i’m not at all
don’t matter which way this tree’s gonna fall

is there an upward limit on how much you can hate yourself
i dont think i know when to give up

“if i’m really what they’re saying… i don’t want to disappoint”

what a lonely bitch

ouch
damn it hurts

it hurts more than that time
when i was a tree and you said to me,
“don’t fall down on my room”
but i fell

and the fall did not hurt
but i fell a w a y
and how pleased you were
to have been spared

oblivious to the roar
as the blades tore up my body
those arms i held you in
severed and scattered

it aches though we don’t bleed
and you haven’t slept there for months
in that picture perfect place

but i prefer the etching in my eyes
with you climbing all over me
when i never feared the wind’s gust

or wait it feels the same

i want nothing to do with myself
when you want none of me

am i you? let us be us.

cant get enough of this song today

Songs: Ohia – Hold on Magnolia

i cant wait for october. whether i blow off school for montreal and patti smith or take a weekend in toronto, i’ve got a date with mr molina and the magnolia electric co.

i think
this weekend
death will become me

i’m a huge idiot just waiting for everyone else to make the same realization

slowly but surely
even those who believe in me most are starting to see through it

shit